I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work." — Thomas A. Edison

That is my favorite quote as of right now. I need to focus on just being myself instead of trying bet other people. Other people have great talents. Mine just aren't as clear as others but they are there...

• Hardworking
• Organized
• Caring

Those are all I'm sure of but I shouldn't be ashamed of who I am. Maybe I'm not meant to be some amazing artist or the most creative craftsman.. But I have talents and I need to focus on the good in my life. I love Clayton and I"m not sad really. I'm just really struggling with not being able to have a long time goal right now.. 

Before my foot surgery I was going to work this summer off and pay off some of the things we need to pay off so I can start saving for nail school. But now it looks like I wont be able to work until next year.. which is hard for me because ever sense High School work is all I've known.. Maybe this is a good time for me to get to know myself. I've never really done that I've always distracted myself with friends and work. I want to focus on Clayton and I and get used to having a family of my own. It's a really weird transition. Lets just say having to get foot surgery isn't something I wanted to have to deal with during that transition.. 

Hope everyone is having a good day. Let me know what your hobbies and talents are and any advice. It would be more then welcome.

Claiming Mrs. Edgerton